Will you let yourself die,
Spiraling into the depths of the abyss,
Where your fear finally swallows you whole
And becomes you?

Do you dare to go all the way
Into the kind of darkness
That forces you to your knees
Afraid you will never return?

Will you surrender to the place inside of you
Where nothing makes sense,
Where the same stories repeat,
Like a glitch in the system of suffering?

This is the place where
“I don’t understand anything”
Turns from the greatest fear
Into the truest freedom.

This, my love, is the portal
And I’ll be waiting for you as witness
On the other side.