Poem №030

You want so badly
To “let it go”
To “move on”
To “get over it”

But you were never meant to be the kind of person
Who could blindly force your way
To the peak of the mountain
They built on the backs of others

The world you’re moving toward
Requires your whole self
And while the world may tell you differently,
That, my love, is your magic wand, your super power

So you slow down
You get quiet
You breathe into the tightness in your chest
Into the resistance that puts the brakes on
Like a toddler who will not be made to walk to the car

And you listen
You listen for the whispers
From the parts of you
Who are unwilling to be forced forward any longer
To the parts of you
That demand to be cared for
Listened to, honored

And as with any “unreasonable” toddler
When you get curious,
When you meet yourself with gentle inquiry
Instead of force, impatience, irritation
These parts willingly offer you the keys
You need to unlock the dam
That’s blocking your flow

And your job is to continue to go slowly
To not rush the process
To move with exquisite care
As you journey toward a world
That would shock your ancestors

A world where the compass that guides you
Points toward love, generosity,
Abundance in community

Where belonging is found
In an ocean of unconditional support and guidance
Imbued in all that is seen and unseen

Where freedom comes from knowing
And honoring your whole self
With unwavering and radical self-love

I need you to know that
While the tools you used to get yourself this far
Won’t help you on this next step of the adventure,
The well of love you’ve uncovered
Can take you anywhere and everywhere

So, take your own hand
Move with abundant care
Let loving kindness be your compass
And I’ll meet you there
Where they never dreamed we could go
The place only our hearts know